I feel like death today... I was up half the night having fever hallucinations again. I have had the same hallucination when I get sick ever since I was a kid. I feel like my head is accelerating to near light speed on some path, it's a curved path along the inside edge of an elongated torus shape. The feeling of accelerating to those speeds evokes the feeling of a texture. Not that I can feel the texture so much as the energy in my mind becomes the texture. It's a strange texture. Like a really tough rubber container filled with sand. Kind of like those 'stretch Armstrong' dudes. Accept I can feel roughness along the edge of the torus as I accelerate along the edge, like noise in the stream. This is the first time since I was a kid that I've been able to describe this experience with any detail. Sometimes when the fever is really bad I can see the torus, and see the bumps on the edge. I have some ideas as to what it is, but my mind man...what a place.
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